Reserved in Advance

In a BDSM related shop a man IMed me. We were talking for a while. He said he was new in SL and he wanted me to be his slave. He was ready to wait for me. I was happy; however I knew that he may have changed his mind. You know hope dies last.


As my slave (second) life looks like a horror film, I went to a zombie themed place. I do not remember its name. I remember only that I arrived to a house. I walked out of it and I could try free guns got in the house in the special garden around the house. You can leave the garden walking through two fences.

I was walking among the ruins and when I thought that every zombie was on holiday, suddenly a group of zombies attacked me. They moved slowly, but they were very strong and they could stand five or seven shoots.

Fortunately, I was able to teleport away. In summary, it was fun and the place is planned and built very well. If you like horror, then probably you must try zombie hunting.


Unable To Forgive

In December, I was used by my friend. Used not like a slave, but used such way as you never treat your friend. The person, who did it to me, had hurt me at least two times.

Today, she sent me IM and tried to explain what she did. She did not ask me to forgive; she explained how she acted. I was unable to believe her. I was unable to forgive her. I am not angry. I just do not need such friends.

You probably know about my strange affinity to Japanese Doms. This time, I was not searching for Japanese places. I just found one among SL offers. It was not a BDSM place, but I decided to go there. The place named Hosoi Mura - Edo Period Japanese Village, Okiya and RPG sim located on four sims. It is wonderful. You must not miss it.



My Owner IMed me. He told that he would not be on this week. Unfortunately, I will be away on next week, so we will meet in next month only.


Owned Again

I was exploring BDSM related places, and I found a place named Free BDSM Playground. It looked very interesting, a bit similar to H&H. Its main room contained a semicircular advertisement board filled with teleport tables. Each teleport table leaded a themed room. I was watching the tables when I got IM from a man. He said that he read my profile and he would have wanted me to be his slave. I agreed.

He immediately ordered me to beg for kissing his feet. I was begging until he gave me permission. Then I was kissing her feet and shoes. He liked that I spoke Russian. He told me that I had addressed him Master in Russian. I was also ordered to bark before and after every sentence, I would say.

While I was kissing his feet naked, a woman arrived. I had to go to her and beg to kiss her feet. It was not easy to bark and talk to her, especially that I was naked. My Owner was listening to our conversation with the woman and he, in IM, allowed me not to bark.

The woman allowed me to kiss her feet. Then my Owner stepped to us and asked a woman if she had other plans with me. She had not and she left.

My Owner wanted me to speak in third person and address myself as “Your bitch”. It was real challenge for me. I had never had to speak in third person. I heard that some Gorean style masters liked it, but I had never done it.

Our last activity of this day way a pony girl game. I was pulling my Owner's cart.


Unreal Dominant

I greeted my Owner in IM. He did not call me. I knew that he was not interested in me much, because he usually had wanted to spend only little time with me. He asked where I was. I told him that I was in a shop. He liked this answer; he told me to continue shopping. I was disappointed, of course. I was eager to be used as a slave.

Some minutes later, my Owner asked again about my location. My answer was the same. He ordered me to go a quiet corner of the shop to masturbate. I was ordered to do it until I reached orgasm. He was not interested if I was a PG place. Fortunately, I was not. Are you familiar with the shop named Analog Dog? The shop is placed on water with small hills in the corners. I hid behind a hill and started to masturbate. I was doing it for about half hour informing my Owner how I felt and what I was doing with myself. When I finished, my Owner told me that he would fuck me tomorrow as a punishment.

I asked what I did wrong. He told me that he was a teacher and he had to show me the proper behavior of girls. I was confused. He was my Owner, was not he. I am a slave, not a student. He told me he would fuck me tomorrow. He made accent on tomorrow making clear for me that he did not want to use me.

I was so disappointed. I thought he was the third man, who wanted a girlfriend instead of the slave. I admit that a slave can be a very comfortable girlfriend. But, what kind of vanilla persons wants such girlfriend? If you need a girlfriend, you probably want an independent one. Am I right?

Dominants want slaves, at least I count so. I was sure that my Owner was not a real Dom. I started missing adding the word “Sir” to my sentences. There was no reaction from his side.
I told him very politely about my needs and limits mentioning that he probably wanted a girlfriend. He told me that he had girlfriend and she was with him at this moment.

Please, understand me. I can accept if I am in an inventory. I can accept if my Owner has more important things than I am. I just do not want to be a free escort. I still believe that Master – slave relationship is more than having sex.

He told me that he knew my limits and he paid my attention that he did not break my limits. I begged him to release me. I was begging. He refused me.

I remembered my Owners, who had been real Doms, real Masters. If you read my blog you must know them.

It is very difficult to be Dominant. Doms must be creative and they must have something special property. This property makes me feel that they are superior. It is not enough to call yourself Dominant or Master.

I suppose that other slaves have the same experience. Many slaves’ profile says that the slave refused to serve persons calling themselves Master.

So, tomorrow, I will continue to serve a man, who is not a Dom. I know that my servitude will not be exciting. I will survive. There are five days to serve. Do you understand the reason why I prefer a week of servitude? I do not know how I could handle such false owner for a month or more.


The Club

I greeted my Owner, who told me to wait for his call. He said he had something to do in a sandbox. So, he did not want to use me. It was bad to hear it. From the other hand, I had time to find a place for us.

The old parks I liked disappeared. I tried to find new ones. However, it was not easy. I still hate the search engines of SL. It is difficult to find what you search for. Thanks to God, there is a three level safety filter, the most important for lazy parents, the great protector of free morals. It is the only really well working thing in SL.

I visited some parks; I liked none of them. Then I remembered the place named Collar Me Sexy. I checked it and I got it. This place is still alive! I was content with myself.

My Owner still did not call for me, so I continued searching for parks. The next park was full of strange cages. I just looked around, when I received my Owner’s call. He ordered me to send tp. I did, but he could not arrive. We supposed it was because of the not finished yet age verification. I am very happy for these very useful functions.

There was nothing to do; I returned to the beautiful hills of Collar Me Sexy. I sent tp, again. At this time, my Owner was able to come.

We had an interesting conversation. My Owner told that he had a girlfriend, a newbie girl. I bet he wanted to know if I was jealous. He also said that he had a vampire girlfriend and he wanted me to sit at his face during their conversation.

Then we took a tour around the hills. Our tour ended at the first peak, when my Owner grabbed me and kissed long. After the kiss, he decided me to take his place. I was exciting, as I had not seen his house, yet.

He sent me teleport and I arrived to a club. According to his orders, I went to him and sat at his feet. The club was full, but nobody paid attention to us. Then my Owner wanted to dance with me. We were dancing until going to sleep.


In The Shop

My new Owner IMed me. He wanted to know where I was. I was in a freebie shop. *winks

He ordered me to send tp and he arrived soon. A bit later, he gave up fighting with lags and we went to a new place. We were sitting and talking for at least half hour.

He told me that he was a newbie and he would ask many technical questions. I felt happy to help.
I learned his rules. I must address him Sir. I must greet him in IM when I log in. He did not specify how to greet him when we met. He said he would tell me all the time.

He did not allow me to explore freely when he would be online, I would do tasks instead. It sounded very exciting. Do you agree?

He took me to a shop for gardeners. Here, you can buy trees, buildings for the gardens, beds, almost everything. We went to the top of a building. There, my Owner ordered me to undress. I obeyed and I informed him that we were in the shop. He did not listen to my warning. He preferred examine my body. He was content with me, which made me very happy.

Then we were searching for the proper cock for him. It demanded much time, mostly because of the technical questions. I was allowed to put on some clothes. When we had met he had wanted me to wear short red dress with red stockings. I had such clothes. It was nice to see his eyes running over me.

Before going to the sleep, he wanted to have me. He leaded me to the bed in the shop and did me there. I hate to have sex in a public shop. I count it very irreverent. Of course, I obeyed and opened my legs wide. However, I could imagine better beginning of our relationship.

My next task is to find a place, where we can spend some time alone.


Saying Goodbye

I was walking alone. It was the last day of the servitude for my Mistress. She did not come.
Before going to sleep, I asked my new Owner if he really wanted me to serve. He confirmed me. He did not call me. I knew that my service did not start, yet. But, deep in my mind, I hoped he wanted to look at me today, too.


New Auction Hall

I received a note from the person called NH Allen. I remembered him. He had been an Owner of two sims, which had been my favorites. He also had run slave auctions. The rules for slave of this action had been well thought and very exciting for me. I had not been on the auction there, because they had held auction in US friendly time forgetting of European people, who usually had slept at the opening of the auctions.

So, the note said that there was a new slave auction place. I went there to look around. I hoped that his auctions would be exciting and I also hoped that they would keep auctions in Nia friendly time, too. *smiles widely

I arrived and I was not disappointed. They also sought slaves for the auction house. The note for the house slave said that they would be sold in the auctions, too, but, when they would not have Owners, then they would work for the auction hall. It sounds interesting. I am thinking of it. Everything depends on the time of the auctions.

I recommend you to visit the Atlantis Slave Trading. I am sure that it will be one of the best auction halls.


Open Collar Tools

I was alone again.

I received an advertisement of Open Collar, which informed me that they have a new collar. I went to the Open Collar base place. I thought that I could get this new collar quickly as I had not met many people there. At this time, I met many people there; crowd waited for me. It was difficult to move.

First, I thought that they wanted to get the new collar. Then I realized that most of the people were standing. It was very similar to Bondage Ranch. Maybe is it worth visiting this place, when I search for an Owner?

I did not found new collar but I found interesting tools, a chastity belt and a clips for my tongue. The box of chastity belt contained an interesting collar, too. I could not try it, because I did not want to take off my collar. The chastity belt looked nice on my. I did not have to change its size. I liked the clips, too. I was eager to try it with my Owner. But I was alone.



I did not meet my Mistress, today. I checked the LMs stored in my inventory. I can say you that SL changed a lot. *smiles


I did not meet my Mistress today. I was searching for black stockings as my Mistress had ordered.

She had given me a landmark of a freebie place. I went there, but unfortunately, I did not find stockings.

It was good idea to search for stockings in freebie places. Therefore, I continued visiting free shops. I had never thought that I was so difficult to find stockings.

In a place, I behaved like a newbie. I searched for freebie places using search engine with the word “freebie”. Such way, I found in the result list a shop called FM Freebie Market -Freebies & more : Clothes Money Skin Shape. I saw living models standing in the corners showing nice dresses. On the floor, I found a label saying that these items were free. I made two or three steps and I beheld nice lingerie. I immediately bought it not realizing that free means 10 lindens. You know that I am not interested in money. I use lindens only to be more desired slave. Maybe 10 lindens are not too much. Maybe. But, it is a robbery, is not it. I hate such people. I am sure that the lingerie I bought is a freebie. Thieves like the owner of this shop do not make own product. They prefer to steal it. I checked for the owner’s name: Levin Sands. I hope Levin Sands will be content with my 10 lindens.

It is interesting how many girl hunters are in the freebie places. I received dozens of IMs. Many people asked about my RL. I am a little slave in the world of second life. How does a little slave know what the RL is? The second in the top ten requests was sex. It seemed hunters did not read profiles. *laughs

I answered all IMs. I did it well, because my next Owner found me. He seemed to be nice person, who was interested in me; at least he read my profile. *smiles



My Mistress and I visited the auction hall, where we had met. At my last visit, the auction hall had been empty, now, people walking around the main square. My first thought was that an auction was in progress. I did not have time to look around as my Mistress held my leash and she grabbed me very hard if I lagged behind.

She stopped at a pole giving me some seconds to look around. Now, I realized that there was no auction; it was only the presentation of slaves waiting for the auction. I never saw similar and I like the idea very much. Slaves were chained to poles, near which their photo was shown.

Everybody could go to the salves to examine them and there was possible to talk with slaves. My Mistress was standing at a blond slave girl silently. I was looking around. There were three girls and one man offered for the next auction. I felt bit envy. It must have been exciting to wait chained to a pole and to feel eyes of possible buyers on the slave’s naked body. Fortunately, my Mistress ordered me to kneel all the time. Her order made me fell better.

Suddenly, my Mistress went away and stopped at the male slave. He greeted my Mistress very humble. My Mistress told him some words, but in whole, she behaved as if he was a subject no more. We were talking of him like people usually talked about the dresses and shoes.

I prefer male Dom, but I remembered that my Mistress wanted male slave to use me. I liked that idea. *winks

Suddenly, my Mistress disappeared. She never talked of her plans; she just did what she wished and sent for me. Such treatment often makes me horny. So, she disappeared and sent me a teleport.

Our next stop was H&H. My Mistress likes stockings, so I wore them. I do not have much stockings and tights, as I love be served naked. The golden tights I wore were awesome and not too sexy. My Mistress was not happy with it; she ordered me to find black ones for the next time. My Mistress had to go; she left for me for some minutes.

I have two nice pair from Inimitably Design, but they do not contain socks. As I had some free time, I decided to go to buy stockings. Search engine did not help me a lot. The new search system is awful. I do not know how it rates the places. The order of the result is a secret for me. Does anybody know how it works?

I went to DeeTalez. There, I could not find sexy stockings. Next stop was BabyDoll. Here, I found better stockings, but they were far from the indeed good ones. While I was searching for stockings, my Mistress returned.

She immediately called me to a strange room in an unknown place. Cells and wooden doors bordered the room. I beheld strange devices in the middle of the room. I had to sit on the first device, which keep my legs spread. My Mistress touched my legs. She told me to undress stroking my tights. I obeyed. It was cold in the dark room. Her warm fingers ran over my cold skin. She looked through my naked body and ordered me to the other device. There she bound me to it and I received and enema. It was painful, very painful. I felt sharp pressure in my body. My Mistress was stroking my nipples, my pussy and me. I was sure she liked my suffering face. The water stopped and she did not allow me to pee. I had to hold it. Oh, I cannot describe how painful it was. My Mistress was playing my bound body until she had to go. Only then she allowed me to pee.



My Owner was not online. I was just walking in SL. Nothing interesting happened to me.

Therefore, I have an opportunity to stop a gap and say some words about my story with the Japanese guy. Yes, I forgot to write a post about this adventure. Our meeting was interesting, so, I do not want to miss it.

I like Japanese culture. I like the beauty of buildings, gardens and kimonos. I also like their nice hairstyles, geishas and samurais. I also like the different between the western and eastern style behavior. Of course, I like Japanese bondage, too.

I decided to look around in Japanese BDSM related places. I did not found many such places. The search engine showed me only two places.

The first place is the home of an interesting role player society. I love its base story: Rich men build society on an island, where woman can play submissive roles. Most of the slaves are not volunteers; they were kidnapped from the different places of the world. They have no chance to escape, as the island is isolated well. I would be a slave on this island happily. The only problem is that every time I visited this island I could not see anybody. There were only empty buildings around.

The second place was an average BDSM place built and organized in Japanese style. I walked around and tried the different devices offering mostly to be bound in Japanese style. I finished and I prepared to leave, when a man appeared in front of me. We started a conversation and soon I became her slave for a day.

Yes, you are right it is not my style. But, the atmosphere of the last visited places affected on me much. From the other hand, I knew that he could not be my Owner for a week because of the very different time zones we lived in.

He took me to a new place. When I arrived, I looked around searching for other people. The big fountain covered the view. I could realize people far away from us, behind the fountain. My Owner’s first command was to pee in the fountain. Wow! It was interesting. It is not very humiliating, is not it? However, I felt humiliated. I knew that peeing in the public, especially in the fountain is not seemly. I had only one thought in my head, I did not want anybody to see me.

Then we went in the building, which stood in front of the fountain. After some steps I took inside the building, I thought that it was a public toilet. My Owner gave me a toilet pump. I had to place it on the wall and then I bent over. I had to walk to the pump holding my skirt. I felt as the wooden haft touched my pussy; that gave me a jump. I looked at my Owner and reading his will from his eyes, I knew that I had to accept the pump deep into my body. It was not painful; however, I was not very wet. Rather it was humiliating also. I stood kowtowed in public toilet masturbating with plumber’s friend.

When my Owner was satisfied, he ordered me to go deeper in the building. I only then realized that it was not a public toilet but a torture chamber. I could see different torture devices around. Most of them had some common with golden shower. I was ordered to sit on a chair and pee. I did not dare to look at my Owner. I lowered my head and heard as my pee tinkled on the floor.

I was sitting quietly and hoping that my Owner would pee on me. But he did not. It was enough for him for today. He sent me away not even saying goodbye.

This was very unique experience for me and I liked this adventure in the face of its freak.



I went to Bondage Ranch. I was standing in the crowd waiting for IMs. I did not have to wait much. I received two IMs from two people. One of them was an auctioneer. She told me about the auction they held and offered an information package. The other person asked questions of me. The last question was about the reason of my limited in time servitude. I answered and he became silent. I try to be very polite when I answer such questions.

I was waiting for others to IM me and I was thinking of going to the auction. I had bad experience on auctions, but, in the end, I decided to try it, again. According to notes in the information package, the auctions are organized at 4 PM, which is too late for me. I decided to look around and find the proper auction hall.

I arrived at Consortium’s slave Auction, Black Diamond Strip Club. At the entrance, a male slave was talking with a girl. The slave greeted me. Probably, he was a greeting slave. I got notes about the auctions. After reading them, I walked around in the auction hall.

While I was walking, I received an IM from a girl, who stood at the entrance. She was searching for slaves and she found my profile interesting. After talking a minute or so, she asked me to be her slave for a week. I agreed, of course.

I set her as an Owner of my collar and the tokon HUD. I also changed settings, so she could check my position on the map. She told me that I had to greet her when I log in. She told me that she would give me to men, too. I was happy to hear it. She was new in SL, so she asked me to show good places. I took her to my favorite place, to H&H. There we tried a device and then she allowed me to go.

It seemed that I found a good Owner, in the end. *smiles


Big Sale

I was free again. I found an advertisement of closing Inimitably Design. I mentioned in one of the previous posts that I liked DeeTalez shop. Inimitably Design offers the same style. I knew that I had to go and looked around. I hoped I could find good clothes for low prices.

I spent all my money. I recommend you going there and looking around.


Loving Owner II

I woke up and I could not open my eyes when I received an IM from my Owner. I was happy; I thought he really wanted me use me.

He called me home. We met before his house, in the garden. According the rules set up by him, I knelt down and greeted him gladly. He looked at me and asked me to stand up. I rose and stared at his eyes smiling.

He ordered me to please him. I was in trouble. I did not know anything about his desires and dreams. There was nothing to do. I asked him what he preferred. He said that he was shy.
I started to dance for him. I had danced quite well and I hoped I did not forget too much. He looked at me silently. His face did not reflect satisfaction. I stopped dancing and asked if he wanted to go to interesting place. He nodded.

I was happy as the first step was taken; at least I knew that he want to explore SL. However, I did not know which places he liked. I asked politely he answered nothing. Then he told me that he wished to go to my favorite place.

I leaded him there, to my favorite place, which is not a BDSM related location just a beautiful and quiet place. He did not like it. I was really in trouble. He did not want me to feel bad and he tried to solace me as he realized my despair. He talked to me but he did not tell me what he really wanted. After some minutes, I supposed he wanted my body. When I asked if I was true, then he releases me saying he wanted a girlfriend instead a slave. I went away.

Next time, I saw him at the Bondage Ranch. He was talking to a pretty girl wearing silks. Well, BR is not the best slave to find girlfriend to go out. He did not realize me, and I did not want to disturb him.


Loving Owner

I was at the Bondage Ranch, when I received an IM from a handsome man. He was a newbie and he wanted to be a Dom. I felt the excitement again. I do not know what happened to me; why inexperienced Owners make me horny.

He took me his home. He has nice house; I liked it. There I helped him to determinate my rules. He wanted me to kneel down and greet him such way. It is so exciting, is not it?

Then he started to play with my collar. If you read this blog, then you know how I do not like to be forced into different poses through the collar. I love to obey. It is so exciting to execute orders given by my Owner. I suppose Owners can feel their power over their slave if she obeys. To control an avatar with collars does not require a person behind the avatar. If I do not have to obey, then I can go to make coffee during my servitude. There is no need to be there, there is no need to give my soul my submission.

I mentioned it very politely; at least I tried to be very polite. He agreed with me. He wanted me to show him interesting place. I went to Heaven & Hell and sent him teleport. (Yes, H&H is open again!)

I showed my Owner one of the rooms, where my Owner selected a device and asked me to try it. I bound myself to the device and waited. My Owner touches my and fondled my body for a minute. Then he released me for today and went away.