12/31/2008

Happy New Year

I would like to express my thanks to you for reading my blog and staying with me. I know I sometimes do not have the proper point of view. So, I especially am thankful for not leaving me.

I wish you Happy New Year! I wish very good and obedient slaves to Dominants and I wish understanding Dominants to submissives and slaves. Finally yet importantly, I wish you nice time in the next year in the wonderful world of Second Life.

Happy New Year!

Kisses,
Nia

Shopping

My Owner was not online. I wanted to roam among shops to hunt for Christmas gifts. I found few of them. Most of the gifts were offered to group members of the shop. Some gifts were offered for money. Gift for money... It sounds bizarre.

12/30/2008

Mistress

We were talking with my Owner in the village. We went to Arta, my former Mistress to continue conversation. When we arrived, Arta was busy her slave. She was nice, but she was dressed strange for my taste.

My Owner did not have much time to play with me. He decided to lend me to Arta. Arta liked the idea and I had to lick her feet immediately, like in old times. Arta cuffed my hands behind my back. Do you remember foot kiss and wrists cuffs were her favorite?

Then Arta showed me the cell under her room. When I had served her, the cellar was small with one cage. Now, I could see seven or eight small cells and a cage. Of course, I was ordered to go in one of the cells. *smiles


Two interesting things happened to me today. I received the repaired Tokon HUD. I was sure it could be used together with RR tools well.

Sir Bela established his Photographer Studio and he invited me to be one of his models. He also gave me a picture taken of me and post worked. Does not it look nice?


Naked Walking

When I woke up, my Owner was not there. He must have gone away, while I was sleeping. I was walking naked in the village. I was afraid of getting dressed.

12/28/2008

Bath

I mentioned Smallville to my Owner, who became interested in and we went to this village. We were talking among the houses until my Owner chose one of them.

My Owner told me about the plans for today inside the house. He wanted to eat something before going o bad. But before eating, he wanted to take a bath.

I undressed and I started to take off the clothes of my Owner. We sat in the bath and I washed my Owner's back. I realized his enjoyment and my hands discovered other part of his body. Soon, he started to wash my body, too. We missed the dinner this evening.


After the bath, we ran naked to the other house, where we went to the bed.

Discovering

I woke up alone, so I decided to discover this place. Did I mention that it was called Scenic Box?

Scenic Box was indeed interesting. I visited the jail, the old castle, where ghosts flew and many interesting rooms. The best was a small village built in middle-aged style and called Smallville.

I received a very useful ring from Sir Bela. The name of this ring was The Ring of Slavery and it contained animations. Thank you, Sir Bela.

12/27/2008

In the Wood

My Owner discovered a new BDSM place, which offered many smaller places satisfying different desires. It was similar to Heaven & Hell, but it offered more variety.

When I arrived, my Owner was talking with two beautiful girls, who seemed to be owners of this location. The girls were dancing. They were moving their body in the same way. So, their dance was nice but a bit bizarre.

My Owner took me to a camp in the middle of a forest. There, he ordered me to take off RR cuffs and put on my favorite collar. I put on the amethyst collar, which had become my fellow during my journey on the path of slavery. I added him to the collar as an Owner. It was strange to move without the heavy cuffs. I felt my arms and legs light.

Suddenly, I was unable to move at all. Yes, this collar also contained some feature I did not like. My Owner resolved the lock and ordered me to go in a cage standing close to the campfire. The cage was fairly big, so I could kneel comfortable in it. I was waiting hearing that my Owner was reading something.


Some minutes later, my Owner bound me to a pole, which stood far from the camp. I was standing still, while he tore off my clothes. It was cold night and I was unable to move. The wind bit my skin.

My Owner sat down at the fire and started to eat. I looked at him and the food with hungry eyes, as I had not eaten for almost a day. I do not remember if the cold or the hunger tortured me worse.

When my Owner finished his dinner, the cold night air shook my naked body. He started to play with my nipples. They were erected, but my Master's touch caused sharp pain in them.

In the end, my Owner unbound me. He ordered me to run around the camp three times. It was bad to run naked. My barefoot legs suffered from the bits of breaking wattles. I was very tired; I was just running looking at the grass in front of my legs. Suddenly, my Owner's sharp voice stopped me. He said that I was running the fourth round. I was confused. I thought that it was only the second one. I started to be for his pardon, but he decided to punish me.

He bound me to a log, which kept my body bent and then he started to whip my naked butt. The whip kissed my body and soon, I said thanks for each strike with my moans. It was very tough punishment, as my Owner ordered me to count each strikes loudly.


When my butt was burning, he stopped and gave me a well-roasted bacon to eat and then a piece of bread. I had to eat bound only with my mouth.

After my dinner, my Owner stroked my tortured body gently and he allowed me to get dressed, as we slept in the camp in the middle of the forest.

12/26/2008

The Photographer

So, I was at the Xcite main shop. I upgraded my items. When I went out of the shop and I stopped to take a picture at me, a stranger came to me. He offered me to take some pics of me. He also gave me demonstration pictures, which looked well. His name was Jon Tizona.

I promised to mention him in my blog as a small advertisement.

Buy XCite, They Need Your Money

I mentioned in my earlier post that my Tokon HUD went wrong. Today, I was alone and I thought that it was a great opportunity to contact the support team.

I did not think that it would be difficult to change the HUD or to receive repairing tools. I was mistaken. There was a long way to the support team. The note card received with the product said the way to contact to the support team. It was very different as you used to do in case of others. If you have a problem with other products, you just send an IM to the creator and the creator helps. Am I right? Alternatively, there are support channels, like in case of RR tools. Marine's support channel works very well. They helped me many times.

Let us see how it works at XCite. If you have any problem, you have to browse their web sites. I did it. I did not found anything useful.

The next step is the support group. I sent an IM and a kind person, who was not an XCite employee tried to help me. He could not help me. Instead, he gave me the name of the creator of the Tokon tools. I was happy until I read the creator's profile. It said that he must have not disturbed. It mentioned two of the colleagues, responsible for the support. I was not happy, but I understood that he was working on tokon tools much.

Then I read the profile of the first person of the support team, Denalis Daehlie. I must copy here, because you must read it. I think everybody has a right to know how important he or she is as a customer.

So, here is the copy of the profile:

Xcite! Customer Service is Closed for Christmas in America.
Until 12 AM SL time on the 26th, (Thats Midnight SL time the 25 going into the 26th for any who aren't clear.)
ANY calls other then those regarding items purchased that were not recieved will be ignored. If you need help Please feel free to send your requests on the 26th. : )
Thanks and have a Merry Christmas or Happy Holidays!

I understand if somebody does not want to work on Christmas. However, it is a bit strange that when most of people buy gifts and most of SL citizens receive gifts there is no support. The only support is the one, what helps you, if you spend your money.

I especially hate people, who say phrases like “Thats Midnight SL time the 25 going into the 26th for any who aren't clear.”. I suppose that Denalis receives earning from the money of customers, from our money. So, he must respect us at least a little bit.

So, think twice before buying any xcite item. Otherwise, Denalis will (or will not) help you.

12/25/2008

RR Viewer

As I mentioned I use RR viewer with my Owner. We did not use much of its features. But, I have some experience with it and I like to share it with you.

Using RR viewer makes me excited. It is better to say that it made excited on the first week. There are many features I dislike. I hate that I am a doll only. I love to obey and when I am ordered to change my position, for example to kneel down, my heart starts beating quicker. RR tools take the excitement of obedience away. I kneel not because of I am obedient. I kneel because RR tools made me kneel. I lay because RR tools make me lay.

It would me much realistic to allow submissive to follow orders. I sometimes feel superfluous. I feel that I am not necessary. If I go away from the keyboard, my avatar will kneel down or do whatever the key holder wants and does.

From the other side, it is a great feature that I am unable to stand up if I am hogtied. I also like that my Owner can bound me to a device. I do not need to sit. Unfortunately, the opposite command does not work properly. If I am bound to something, my Owner can prevent me from standing up. That is excellent. However, if I left SL bound to something strictly, I will stand near the device after logging in again.

I understand that I cannot change my clothes if I am bound. But, if I am not bound, just my cuffs are locked then strange things can happen. I can take off all of my clothes including attachments. I am able to put on my clothes. But, in case of attachments, the menu called “wear” does not exist. I can attach object to my body pointing to the related body parts. It is very uncomfortable and far not realistic. Unfortunately, I do not know the exact place of all of my attachments on my body.

My Owner took my clothes off. I had to go straight ahead, so I could not see my body. In the end of the scene, I looked at myself and I realized that I was naked. He took of my clothes and I did not know of it at all. It would be good if the RR tools whisper of the fact of taking my clothes off.

I know that people like RR tools and I admit that it is grandiose possibility to feel the control. These tools would be even better if these small errors were repaired.

Hard Play

My Owner ordered me to go to the place, where we had made lessons of Hungarian language and send teleport to him. So, I returned to the Bondage Ranch.

My Owner arrived and he ordered me to change my cuffs. I had to wear restraint elegance cuffs and collar. Then I knelt down; it made me surprised, as always. I had to kiss my Owner's boot. I kissed him with closed eyes. My soft lips were sliding on the hard leather. Then I lay down; it was also surprise for me.

My Owner attached the leash to my collar. He ordered me to go before him. I was sure that he was looking at my waving hips; I smiled. We were on the ground. Above us, there was the playground and meeting place of the Bondage Ranch. The ordinary way to the meeting place was the teleport. However, my Owner decided to fly. It took much time to fly there. But we were in the heaven. *smiles

My Owner found a trapdoor of the dungeon. He opened it and ordered me to go in. I made a step and I felt as my body was falling into the darkness. Then I felt an indescribable pain in my neck, as the leash hold my falling body by my metal collar. My legs moved in the air, about in a meter above the ground. I grabbed the chain and I tried to keep my body. My Owner asked me what was inside. I answered him on a dying voice. He descended quickly and detached the leash. My lungs were filled with fresh air.

My Owner bound me to a BDSM rack. I was hanging with upside down. He stepped to me and ordered me to give pleasure with my mouth. I kissed his erection. He stepped back saying that it was not comfortable for him. He left me there hanging, while he went to discover the other part of the dungeon.


He did not like this dungeon. He unbound me and we went to other place. The new place was made by my Owner. It was a simple plain. He put his cross on the middle of the plain and bound me onto it. Then he was playing with me to the orgasm.

12/24/2008

Gifts III

I woke up and I sent my gifts to my friends. I also received many nice presents.

I received two lovely dances, an isolation suit and lingerie. I could try only dances. They are so erotic.

I did not risk putting on my clothes because of the strange property of my RR viewer. I have to wait until the end of my servitude. However, I knew that they are lovely ones.

The isolation suit is an RR tool based on a futuristic story Eudeamon. I read the attached note card. I was sure if it would make me happy.

12/23/2008

Cage Play

I was waiting for my Owner on my knees. I did not know what had happened to me. I was just unable to walk. I was unable to stand.

My Owner arrived and I could not lean deep, as he liked. I told him what had happened. He was not angry at all. He found the problem at once. My tokon HUD cased all my pain. The tokon HUD went wrong completely. It became small and its buttons were on each other. He allowed me to take it off. I felt better immediately.

We continued discovering Deitide. At this time, we went out to the open area. The first building we visited was a huge but empty arena.

Then we went to the castle standing near the arena. The first part of the castle contained traps. My Owner decided not to risk there, so we went to the other entrance. The other part of the castle was more interesting. It contained small cells and there was a BDSM device in each cell.

My Owner went straight to a strange device made of shiny metal. He ordered me to climb on it, and then he secured my cuffs to it. My fragile body was among the sharp steel knives. My Owner became very excited. I realized that he hesitated. He was excited and he wanted to try it. From the other hand, he did not want me to be hurt much.


I was ready to accept that sharp knives cut my body. Of course, I did not want to die or impaled. I just hoped that Deitide did not hold deadly devices. My Owner cared of me very much, so he did not turn the device on. I decided to collect information of this device and if it would only cut my skin, then I would gladly suffer for his pleasure.

Among the BDSM devices, we found two familiar cages. These cages held victims until the prisoner found out the code opening the door of the cage. We tried it. I had my own strategy, so I opened the door easily. However, my Owner was not pleasant with my strategy. So, I had to return to the cage and play again.


My owner is much cleverer than I am, such way I did not understand the principals of his strategy. After opening the cage, I was allowed to sleep.

Supernatural

I had received a group message. The message contained an appeal to the photographers' contest. I sent this message to Sir Bela. He is very good photographer and I supposed that he would gladly participate in this contest.

Reading the message, he asked me to be his model. My Owner was not online, so I agreed. I like to pose before the camera. There was no much work to do, because the up-to-date photo labors were fully automated.

My limits were not to change my clothes and not to take off my cuffs. I agreed to change my hairstyle. If you find it curious, then I can explain the reason. I can attach my hair; I knew the proper body type. RR viewer usually do not offer menu “wear”, so clothes containing attachments can be easily broken.

After a serial of shoots, we were choosing other hairstyle, when I knelt down. I just knelt down. I could not stand up. I made a step. I was not walking. I was crawling. We had to break our work.

12/22/2008

Deitide II

My Owner became online and I went back to Deitide, to the sleeping room.


We continued discovering cages. Then we went back to the sleeping room. My Owner pointed to the cage standing in the corner and ordered me to go in. The cage was very small and when its doors were closed, I stood in the darkness. The doors very transparent, although. I could see the shadow of my Owner, as he was relaxing on the bed. I knew I felt that he was looking at me. It made me very excited.

Some minutes later, my Owner opened the doors of the cage and invited me to the bad. We were sitting on it and looking at each other. There is a tradition in Hungary, when relatives and friends give Christmas gifts to each other.

My Owner presented a gift to me. He could take my clothes off with help of this ring. I was very happy and I wondered when we would try it. The ring demanded a special structure of my inventory, so I had to create this structure.

I gave clothes to my Owner. He put them on immediately. The clothes fitted on him perfectly.

Shopping

I woke up alone, so I continued shopping. This day was my lucky day. I found all the gifts of what I had dreamed.

I met my former Owner and old friend, Sir Sleight. We had nice conversation. It is so good to have such friend like the wonderful Sir Sleight.

12/21/2008

Deitide

We were trying cages with my Owner. I like cages and I love to be caged. While I am locked and am inside the cage, I feel to be completely owned and controlled. Most of the cages in Deitide worked according to the same principals.

My Owner stopped before the cages. It looked weird; thick pipes went into the cages. My Owner turned to me and said that we would not try this cage, as he would not want me to be harmed by the unknown gas.

Some of the cages were able to control more than one victim. I had never tried such cage. It would be interesting to be caged with other slaves in this cage.

My Owner discovered a nicely furnished and empty room. The main color of this room was red. It looked very erotic, except the red curtains.

We sat on the bed. My Owner invited my former Mistress Arta. While they were talking, I placed my head on my Owner's kneel. I felt safe. The soft conversation and the nearness of my Owner made me feel very comfortable. I was hearing their words and my eyes were closing.


My Owner realized that I was almost sleeping. He fondled my hair and allowed me to sleep.

Gifts II

I continued searching for gifts.

I like shopping. But, I became tired now. I found many nice things. Most of them were not transferable. I had never used “buy as a gift” option of the vendors. I was afraid of using it.

Nobody will accept anything from strangers, as it is very dangerous. I know that in some cases copy option is essential, but I do not understand that why clothes may not be transferred.

12/20/2008

12/19/2008

Lesson

My Owner ordered me to kiss his boot when we met. My body was bound tightly. I kissed his boots lying on the ground. It was rainy. My clothes became wet and cold, as I was lying on the ground before my Owner.

Before our meeting, I had changed my hairstyle and my outfit, as I had done it all the time. My Owner examined me carefully; his face did not reflect much emotions. I had a feeling that he did not like how I looked like. So, I asked if he liked my outfit. I was ready to change. I wanted him to like my appearance. He was not pleasant with my question at all. He thought that I forced him to give full marks for my outfit and hairstyle. I learned that it was a mistake to change my appearance without his order. Yes, I was mistaken; I had to be more careful.

My Owner wanted to go to a BDSM related place. I had known many such places, but recently, I knew only few of them. There had been changes in SL and I had had so little time to walk freely. I remembered the Bondage Ranch. It consisted of two parts. The part, where everybody arrived was usually empty. Oh, I forget to say. My Owner wanted me to find a BDSM related place, where he would try the cross, what he had bought at XCite shop. I felt that I was lost. I was not sure if I could find such place. I was sure if I could find such dungeon then the landowner will ban us when we would put the cross on the ground.

You may think that I worry too much. Maybe you are right. I just like to keep rules and policies. I believe that people can live together well keeping the rules. This belief is not connected to my submissive side, which loves follow the rules. Living together and keeping the law is not a BDSM related thing.

Returning to the story, I was lucky as Bondage Ranch allowed building for a limited time. I have to admit that it was because of the shops around the teleport.


We were walking in the Ranch. My Owner decided to put the cross in a building. He did so and we tried to find out how to use the cross. I was just unable to sit on it. While we were fighting with the cross, a strange person came to us. The person's body looked like a female body, but the face was male's. She (or maybe he) has very strange outfit. She was silent at all. She just came to us and sat on the cross. Hee was sitting on the higher part of the cross silently. Then she disappeared.

Finally, my Owner found the necessary settings of the cross and he could bind me to it. Then he leaded me out of the building and ordered me to attach my cuffs to a device standing before the building.

I closed my cuffs. The device forced me to lean and to explore my buttons. My Owner took a long whip and started whipping my ass. It was very painful and soon I moaned in pain. We were in public and it made my pussy wet. This excitement gave me force to handle the painful strikes fairly well.


I had to count each strike. Soon, two girls joined us. They were standing silently and looking at us. My Owner had an idea. He decided to teach these two ladies to count in Hungarian. He gave me ten strikes and then asked a translation of a number from one of the girls. She did not know, so the whipping restarted. My button burnt painfully. I received two series of strikes, while I could whisper the answer to one of the girls. I was sure that my Owner knew of it. However, he said nothing wrong of it.

I slept on my stomach today.

12/17/2008

Twisted Orchid

We went to the club called Twisted Orchid. I went there first and I called my Owner, who attached a leash to my collar as soon as he arrived.


It was so exciting to kneel by my Owner's feet while he was looking at the pretty dancers. It was a kind of BDSM club. Most of the dancers wore collar and its leash was attached to the common pole.

12/16/2008

XCite Cross

I woke up in the XCite main shop. Soon, my Owner arrived. I had to lie down before him and then he ordered me to kiss his boots. Cuffs secured my arms and legs, so it was not easy to obey. My lips touched the leather boots and walked on them slowly. I lifted my head as high as I could and my mouth reached the higher parts of his boots. The cold metal buckles hurt the soft skin on my face.

Before kissing his boots, my Owner changed my cuffs. Instead of the elegance cuffs, I wore the original RR cuffs again. The original cuffs were heavier and this set contains the metal belt, too.

Then my Owner ordered me to stand up and I was allowed to put on some clothes. My Owner gave me some free time while he was busy. Christmas was approaching, so I went to find gifts for my friends.

I was in a shop when my Owner sent me a teleport. He was still in the XCite Shop. I arrived and we were walking in the shop, until we got to a cross. My Owner bound me to the cross and stripped me slowly. I felt very uncomfortable. In most of shops, it is forbidden to play or just to be naked. My Owner did not realize my discomfort and continued to play with me. He stroked my pussy until I was at the border of the orgasm.


Then my Owner left me on the cross and walked away. He ordered me to give pleasure to any person, who would require it. It would have made me very excited in any BDSM dungeons, but now, I was very afraid now.

A man came to me and looked at me then he walked further. My Owner came to use and called back this man. He ignored us and walked forward silently. A bit later my Owner unbound me and ordered me to put on the clothes, I had worn during the shopping.

I slept in the shop this night.

12/14/2008

XCite Shop

I made my hair while my Owner was not with me. I sometimes like fun hair, so I made playful hairstyle and I hoped that my Owner would like it.

I was talked with a lovely girl. She is submissive like me and I feel that we have much in common. We have never met, yet. Maybe we will once.

My Owner called me to join him. I arrived and I found myself at the entrance of the xcite main shop. He beheld my new hairstyle. I examined his reactions and I was sure that he did not like it. I asked if I had to change it. He did not require it. I suppose he did not want to waste our time.

He ordered me to change my clothes. I stood naked for some minutes, but nobody paid attention to me. Soon, I stood almost naked wearing only black leather straps on my body. My Owner allowed me to put on some leather lingerie to cover my pussy. I changed my clothes sometimes until he found the proper ones.

When I was ready, he locked my ankle cuffs to each other and he bound my elbows tight behind my back. My Owner decided to write a word on my cuffs. He asked about my opinion. Finally, he chose the word “Doll”. My Owner said that I was like a doll. I was a doll without thoughts. After some second the word “Doll” appeared on my ankle and wrist cuffs.


Then he went to the shop and I had to follow him. I could move very slowly, as the chain between my ankle cuffs was extremely short. My Owner stopped time to time and he looked at my while I was struggling myself closer to him.


I followed my Owner, who was walking in the shop. Then he suddenly turned to me. He said that it was time to configure my XCite Tokon. I obeyed. Unfortunately, the Tokon HUD is rather large and it reserved big part of my view.

I slept in the shop this day.

Boat Show

I was alone in the morning.

I was searching for ballrooms. I remembered some nice ones, but it seemed that they existed no longer. Finally, I found small and beautiful ballrooms.

I also visited some BDSM relating places, where Dominants and submissives, Masters and slaves met. Sometime, I had a feeling that my Owner was lonely. Maybe, he could find friends in such places.

I received an LM to the boat show. I went there. It was so nice. There were boats around, everywhere. I found nice gifts. I put them deep in my inventory; maybe I can try them in the future.

12/13/2008

To Dance

I found myself at the entrance of the island, again. So, I made my humble run naked to the building, where I had been told to stay.

I met my Owner in the building. He was examining a strange cage. This cage was made of steel and latex. The latex sheet held the victim motionless exposing her breasts, bottom, and pussy. He wanted me to go in.

It was very interesting experience. I had tried such cage once at Deitide long, long ago. My Owner was trying various features of the cage. Latex and the humiliation warmed my body.

Then my Owner told me to come out and to put on some formal outfit. The SL was as mysterious as the Island itself. It prohibited me to see the clothes I wore. I asked my Owner to allow me to relog. He denied my humble request. Instead, he ordered me to do various tricks. None of them help me. During the probe my skin became dark. He took me to the other location. It did not helped. He and his friend said that I was OK. I begged for relogging. I did not know what kind of clothes I wore. I did not know if my outfit looked nice together. He refused again.

I had to go to the Path Cat and send the invitation. I felt very bad. I hated being dark. Finally, my Owner allowed me to relog there. I returned and after some minutes of rezzing, I beheld how I looked like. I looked awful. I did not want to waste my Owner's time, so I did not ask him to go to other place and changed my outfit. I just asked for permission to change my earrings. It helped a bit.

We were dancing with him, but we had very limited time. I asked for permission to find other dancing saloon, a nice one, but less popular. I thought he liked the idea.

Naked Run

I had gone to bed in the building furnished in BDSM style, but I woke up at the entrance of the island. I have to admit that Sarah's Island is indeed mysterious.


I was naked. I looked around. It took some seconds to realize where I was at the island and how to get back to the building. Nobody was around. I felt excitement and shame at the same time. I was at the BDSM related place, I knew. But, people usually wear clothes here. I was naked. I left for the building. My head was moving; my eyes were scanning for people. I did not want to meet anybody. It would have been so humiliating. I walked slowly; my heart beat in my throat. I started to run. I ignored the sign prohibiting run here. I just wanted to go in the building as soon as I could.

I reached the building, finally. Nobody beheld me during my way.

I drew breath on the second floor. I just calmed down when my Owner came online. He walked to the building fairly fast. Maybe he knew a shorter path.

My Owner was trying some of the devices with me. He was fucking me while I was bound tight. He ordered me to tell that I was his property and that purpose of my existence was to serve him. These sentences made me more excited.

12/12/2008

Sarah's Island

We had to left my Owner's parcel today. My Owner ordered me to find other place, where he could use me as his slave. I had no idea where to go; then I remembered the location of Black Hole Journey, the Sarah's Ponyplay Island. I went there and looked around. It was very different than I remembered. Sarah had changed everything again.

It took much time to find BDSM related buildings. In the end, I found it. The building consisted of three two floors. Some familiar and new BDSM devices were put around. I had a feeling that this house was ready. It was empty and I discovered a hidden area under the ground floor.

I sent teleport for my Owner. Sarah built the island such way, that my Owner arrived at the teleport point, far from me. He must have walked to me.

Then we tried some of the devices. My Owner used my mouth and pussy, while I was bound tight.


When the time of sleeping arrived, my Owner ordered me to stay in the empty building naked. The house was empty, but I could not know if it would not be full next time. It made me very excited. I go to the bed, which was a leather bondage device. The night was cold, but I was sleeping well.

12/11/2008

Former Mistress

My Owner invited my former Mistress to visit us. My Owner and Arta sat down in the living room of the old house of my Owner. I stood before them during the conversation.


They were talking of the SL jobs, which were very similar to RL jobs. I had never thought of the analogy of jobs in different life. People work in both life and these people have feelings and aims to reach.

My Owner told that we would leave our place soon and Arta was so kind to offer her house for us. In late evening, my Owner told me that I was allowed to go to sleep. Arta looked disappointed. She told that they had not tortured me today. She offered her help in torturing me. I was looking at my Owner's reaction, but his face did not reflect any emotions.

12/10/2008

Hungarian Place Again

My Owner hesitated. He did not know where to go with me. He offered me to choose a ballroom or a Hungarian place. He told me if I would choose the Hungarian place, then he would lead me by my leash there.

I did not want to go to the Hungarian places. I just hated it. I liked humiliation, but I did not want people to feel uncomfortable. There are so many places, where I could be humiliated and the people around would not dislike it.

I felt deep in my mind that my Owner wanted me to select the Hungarian place option. I did choose it. I chose it, but I felt very uncomfortable. My stomach started to lift and descend quickly. I was afraid so much that I had not been before.

My Owner told me that if I would feel uncomfortable then we would leave at once. I nodded; I felt very uncomfortable at this moment, too; I decided not to mention it.

We arrived. I trembled; my body was shaking. My Owner did not attach the leash to my collar. We did not talk to anybody and we did not spend much time there. I was very happy when my Owner took me away from there. The nightmare ended.

The place, where we arrived was not familiar at all. We were walking in the garden and in the buildings. I read the name written on the building. Hmm, it resembled me something. I asked my Owner about this place. It was BDSM School for Submissive. I had been there ages ago.

We were walking around and we met my Owner's friends. Then we went home.

12/09/2008

Return to H&H

I woke up in the cage and wait for my Owner patiently. While I was waiting, I changed my outfit and pinned up my hairs. My clothes were the sexy purple ones, what I had won at Beautiful Sin.

My Owner arrived and he told me to go to Heaven and Hell. There, he decided to go to the peak of the mountains. I had not been there before. The peak was a small area designed for romantic couples.

My Owner wanted me to dance for him. It was a bit cold there, as I wore a short skirt and light blouse. Nevertheless, I sat down to the stony floor and started to dance. I circles with my straightened legs before his face stroking my almost naked thighs. I was sure that my Owner liked it. Then I stood up and continued my dance. I was as sexy as I could on the cold peak.

My Owner stopped me and I realized that he became very horny. He took me to the same Gorean style room, where we had spent one day together.

We were alone in the room; my Owner was thinking. He was reviewing my behavior and he found some mistakes. He said that I had had to tell where I had been when I had been alone, without him. I was not sure that he had given me such order. However, I had a strange feeling that he had done so. But, there was no meaning to think about it. I was obviously mistaken.

He sat down to the bed and pulled me on his knees. My bottom lifted up when I turned my head to look at him. At this moment, I felt pain; he started to spank me. He did not beat me hard; but his strikes came very quickly. I knew that I deserved the punishment and I tried to handle it quietly. But, it was so hard, especially when he decided to beat only the left part of my bottom. I struggled with my tears. Then my Owner changed his target and the burning strikes reached the right side of my buttocks.

Soon, I felt that I would not handle it for long. I bit my lips and grabbed the bed-sheet. Fortunately, he finished the punishment before I would have cried out.

Then he stroked me and told me to give him oral pleasure. I knelt down before him and I started working on him with my mouth. I was not sure that I did it good, because he pulled me to the bed and he started licking my pussy making me very excited.

We reached the orgasm at the same time. My Owner decided to stay there, so I could sleep in the warm and soft Gorean bed, together with my Owner.

12/08/2008

Scripting Tool

My Owner called me to the prison. We were waiting for the release of one of his friend. He had created special boards, which had said “Freedom to ...”. We lifted these boards and stood. His friend did not arrived, so we gave up with our demonstration after some minutes.

Then we went home and my Owner's other friend showed his special BDSM restraint tools. He had a handcuff which can be closed and released by the owner of the slave. I know that it is not very special nowadays. But when the cuffs were constructed then it was special.

Then he showed me a view checker tool. It forced me to look via mouselook and it showed where I was looking at. We had interesting time.

12/07/2008

Gifts for Christmas

I showed the house to my Owner. He told me that I was skillful. I heard his voice, but I was not sure if he indeed thought so.

He was busy and I asked for five minutes of freedom. I had received an LM to a hairdresser salon and I was curious to look at the new hairstyles. He allowed me to go there. I could not see any beautiful hair there.

When I returned, my Owner told me to go with him to a new shop, where free things related to Christmas could be bought. He allowed me to walk freely in the territory of the shop. There was nothing interesting there. But then, we beheld elfin drums. They were really interesting and free.

Later, my former Mistress, Arta, joined us. She liked the drums. I was allowed to go to sleep and my Owner escorted me to home, and kissed me before I went to the cage.

Building A House II

I continued building the house. Finally, I finished it.


I know that it is not the most beautiful house in SL, but I like it. I hope my Owner will like, too.

12/06/2008

Building A House

My Owner was not online today. I decided to build a house for him. I liked the one he had placed for us, but I had some problem with transparency of the walls.

It was the first time I had built a house, so I could not finish it today.

12/05/2008

Limited Freedom

My Owner was not online today. My RR viewer does not allow me to teleport from my Owner's home. I was talking with my friends via IMs.

12/03/2008

The Prey

When I woke up, my Owner and his friend was playing chess. Fortunately, I did not have to participate in the game.

They finished chess and we descended to the island. We were completely alone there. My Owner explained me the game we would play. The rules were very simple. I had to run and they tried to catch me shooting net at me. We had played similar game fix days ago. However, this time, there were two hunters.


My Owner gave sign and I ran away. I was afraid to look back; I was just running up to the hills and jumped down from the peak. I ran fairly well, predators had to gather all their force to catch me.

Later, I changed my tactics. I did not run far, but I jumped between chasers. They sometimes shot at each other. I was smiling and grasping for air in the small breaks among the rounds.

Then, my Owner decided to bind me by my collar to the ground and I had to run in a small territory. The length of the chain attached was no more than fifteen meter.

Hunters stood near each other. I knew that I did not have any chance to escape. I did not even try to run; I jumped between them immediately. Then I run away and turned to jump between them again.

I liked this tactics and I had fun. Unfortunately, my chasers were not welcome this strategy.

My Owner built and ambush. It was very short for the first time, so I could jump between them without a problem. Then my Owner raised the wall of the ambush. I was running leaned around the ambush and they could not shoot at me. Then he built a roof and lowers the wall. The solution for me was easy, I was jumping on the roof and I turned when I was falling down, so they could not guess where I would be seen.

The perfect solution was changing the transparency of the roof, as I could not hide behind the glass roof.

Please, do not think that the hunters did not do their job well. They were very skillful and they always caught me. The only thing I could do was to increase the time elapsed between two successful shoots.

12/02/2008

Making Love

Yesterday, I had gone to bed naked; my hands had been secured to each other.

When I woke up, my Owner examined my body and sent me to bring massage oil. It was not easy to grab the small bottle. My fingers searched the oil behind my back. Finally, I got it and returned to the bedroom, where my Owner was waiting for me.

He unlocked my cuffs and I had to undress him. I took off his jacket kissing his chest and stroking his back. Then I lowered and took off his boots and socks. When he stood barefooted, I kissed his feet obediently. He seemed to enjoy my lips very much. While I was kissing his foot, he kicked my head with his other leg softly.

I took his pants off and he invited me to the bed. We stroked each other. I became wet feeling his hot touch on my silky skin. I knew that I had to listen to only his enjoyment. It was so hard for me to stay quiet while my fingers slid over her muscles.

He turned me to my back and went into me. Having his hard erection inside me made me excited at once. I heard that my breath became quicker. I had to bite my lips hard and I tried to focus my attention to his moving body.

He changed our positions some times and his hungry phallus ran into me each time increasing my excitement. Sometimes, I was unable to control myself and voice of enjoyment escaped from my lips.

His erection started pulsating and I knew that he would reach the orgasm soon. I heard his strong voice, as he allowed me to cum. A moment later, his cock exploded in my body. I became very excited and some seconds later, the orgasm took control over my body.

I was fairly quite, so, my Owner decided to continue offering me to possibility of finishing our lovemaking. He is very good Master, is not he?

12/01/2008

Restrained Elegance

RR viewer is a special viewer for SL, which gives full control over the slave to her Owner. It makes BDSM scenes more realistic. For example, the viewer is able to prohibit of standing up when the slave is bound to the bondage device. The slave is unable to detach her cuffs. Of course, there are more features of the viewer, such as spying on the slave or control the salve's communication. The RR viewer works together with other tools, like collars and cuffs.

The standard RR collar and cuffs look very heavy and some people do not like it. I think they looks nice, however they are indeed bold. I use RR viewer with these heavy cuffs. My Owner has full control on me. However, he is very kind and I have big freedom.

My Owner told me to go to Marine's shop. Marine is the creator of the RR viewer and there are many RR tools in her shop.

We arrived and I stood politely around my Owner while he was examining the vendors. He turned to me and gave me a box with cuffs and collar. He bought for me new RR cuffs and collar. They were as bold as the old ones, but they looked very nice. Probably, it was the reason why their name was Restrained Elegance.

I took off the collar. It was very unusual feeling without the heavy collar. My head was so light, as I would have flown. The new set of cuffs really looked beautiful. We went home, where my Owner tried the possibilities of the new set. The collar and the cuffs included some new and sexy poses.


Then my Owner called me to him and ordered me to undress him. I obeyed and took his clothes off slowly, when it was possible I used my mouth to open her jacket or just to kiss his strong chest. He was almost naked, when he got a phone call and he had to leave.

I went to my cage and my heart was beating very quickly. It was the first time I had touched my Owner.

11/30/2008

The House

My Owner called me to himself. I arrived and I made a deep bow to him greeting him such way.

Then, according to his command, I turned back and I saw five or six houses. My Owner told me to choose one of them. I like one-floored houses, so the choice was easy for me. I went straight to this house and examined it from inside. I liked it so much, that I did not want to look at other houses.

My Owner was content with my choice. He liked the same house and he had placed my cage into it. He showed me the sleeping room, where there was a huge bad near the cage. My Owner wanted some more pieces of furniture. He sought something to put in the corners. He hesitated. He wanted to go shopping and he wanted to use me, as well. In the end, he decided to go shopping.

We went to the Dictatorshop. We were walking in the shop for some minutes. He bound me to a pole and we tried different positions built in the pole. I liked this pole; only its price disturbed me. It was very expensive.

My Owner showed me his favorite furniture. It was a small wooden frame with rings for the slave's chains. It was so small, that I could only sit in it and my head was higher than the top of the frame. My Owner played with me. He forced my arms and legs into a very uncomfortable poses. Then he decided to buy it.

We went home and we spent some time to place the frame into the proper position. When we were ready and my Owner was pleased, he ordered me to sit into it. I obeyed. He bound my ankle and wrists cuffs to the frame. He was searching for a position, what was not very uncomfortable.


Then he stepped back and told me that I would sleep in the frame or in the cage. I could see the bed and the cage from the frame. My Owner promised me that if I would be good and if sleeping in the frame would be very uncomfortable, then he would give me a small pillow.

At this time, I did not want a pillow. I wanted to suffer for his pleasure. I had pain in my body, as I was stretched very tight. But, I decided to bear the pain in honor of my Owner. I knew deep in my mind that some hours later, I would wish to come out of the frame to stretch my arms and legs for at least a second.

11/29/2008

Walking Around

My Owner was busy today; he had given me free day. I thought that it was a great occasion to find BDSM dungeons. My Owner prefers quite dungeons, so I started to visit places with little traffic. I spent on searching about an hour and I did not find any dungeons. The places given by the search engine were not dungeons but shops.

I did not know why putting of fake words in the description of the place was good. Maybe shop owners built their business on horny people, who arriving in the shop instead of the dungeon will spend his money on buying devices. *laughs

11/28/2008

H & H Again

My Owner wanted me to be bound in some bondage devices. He was curious how I could handle the bondage and restrained slavery. You probably know that such tasks always make me excited. *winks

He ordered me to suggest a proper place for my probe. I had spent much time as a personal slave. During my slavery, SL had changed, so I did not know many BDSM related places. The only dungeon I remembered was Heaven & Hell. I still had bad reminiscence of this place; but there was nothing to do I went there and invited my Owner.

My Owner was strong-willed as usually; at this time, it was he, who chose the dungeon. He had never been in jungle. Therefore, we visited the jungle dungeon first. We walked around and fortunately, he did not like any of the dangerous plants. He showed me a huge web. I beheld the enormous spider behind it and my heart started beating in my throat. I begged him to leave in a dying voice. He was very kind and leaded me away from the jungle.

The next dungeon he chose was built in Gorean style. He decided to stay there.

He ordered me to go to the pole standing in the middle of the room. I walked there slowly; my eyes browsed the room. There were nice Gorean style paintings on the room. I could see large bed behind the transparent curtain. I turned around. My Owner sat in the throne, in front of the pole.

He ordered me to attach my cuffs the chains hanging from the pole. I obeyed; the sound of locking cuffs made me very excited.

The chains were short, so I sat down at the pole. My Owner was walking around me. I felt his eyes on my trembling body. I was waiting for her quick motion. I was waiting for tearing off my clothes. I was almost naked. I wore jeans short and light shirt.

He did not lean and he did not tear my clothes off. Instead, he ordered me to go in mouselook. According his command, I lifted my head and I looked at his cute face. His dark eyes made my breath heavy.

He walked around me. I turned my head to follow his steps. He told me to stay motionless and to look straight ahead. I obeyed. Suddenly, his warm hand touched my hot body. I felt a little pain and I heard the voice of tearing shirt. In a moment, I became half naked. My rich breasts jumped of to the freedom. Then he grabbed my short and a moment later, I became naked, as I did not wear any lingerie.


I heard his steps, as he walked around behind me. I knew that he was looking at me. I was sure that he examining my naked and bound body. I was sitting still without any movement. Only my heart was beating loudly and my breasts were lifting and lowering, as I took deep breath.

Then my Owner unchained me and leaded to the strange bondage rack. I leaned and push my chest against the wooden rack and he locked my cuffs. I was unable to move.

My Owner started stroking my wet pussy. I tried to stay still, but his hand made me so exciting that voices of excitement ran out of my lips. He made me more excited stroking me, going into me with his long finger. I was moaning; I felt my juice flowing on my thighs.

I knew that I could not hold myself any more. I resembled his rules. I wondered if I could cum. He knew that I was very close to the orgasm and he told me that I was allowed to cum.

He kissed in my wet pussy and I could not control my body any more. I was cumming long; my body was shaking on the rack.

When I calmed down, he unlocked me from the rack kissing my face softly. He hugged me and I fell shakily into his strong eyes. My still sensitive nipples were rubbed by his clothes. He held me tight and kissed me with love. I kissed him back and I decided not to go out of his hug.

He pushed me back softy and allowed me to stay here for this night. I was very happy, when I closed my eyes in the soft, large Gorean bed.

11/27/2008

Chased

My Owner had an interesting gun. It did not hurt anybody; it threw a net to a victim to capture her. Now, I was the victim. I was ordered to run and my Owner was chasing me. This game was similar to CARP, but we were in an empty island, in the open territory. The second difference was that there was no need to touch me; the predator could throw the net on me from the distance. I was not sure about the range of this weapon. I guess it could be some ten meters.

I was very excited, when I started running. First I was running around a house. It was the only building in the island, not counting a small cage. Soon, I left the house and tried to escape and hide behind the hill. It seemed that I was very skillful at running, as my Owner was not able to catch me.

But, in some minutes later, he threw the net right on me.


Then he allowed me to come out of the net and I was ordered to escape again. I was running and jumping among the humps. My heart was beating loudly. I was afraid to stop for a moment; I kept running and I was grasping for air. The net covered me again.

We finished this game for today. However, my Owner wanted to chain me to escape such way. But, he decided not to do so, now. I really enjoyed this game and I hoped that we would try its chained variant soon.

We returned to the cage standing close to the house. This cage was still under construction and my Owner informed me that it would be my little home. I like cages, so I was happy. He placed a rug into the cage to feel more comfortable when I slept. The walls of the cage were built of glass. Such way, everybody could take a look at me. Is not it exciting?

I spent this night in the half ready cage, waiting for the tomorrow, when I would meet my Owner, again.

11/26/2008

Sailing

Today, I was sleeping a lot. So, we could not spend much time with my Owner. He was so kind and allowed me to relax.

Later, when I woke up and I was waiting for my Owner, suddenly, I wanted to sail. This feeling attacked me so much. I did not know why I felt so. Maybe, because I was in an empty, but beautiful island.


I asked permission for sailing, when my Owner arrived. He was so kind and allowed me. We sailed together under the beam of the lowering sun. It was difficult to sail among shoals, but my Owner was patient with me.

11/25/2008

Dance

My Owner would have liked to go to dance. He asked me to find a nice place to dance. Last time, I had been in Hungarian clubs with Arta. These clubs are good place to tomfool with others. In fact, I do not like such clubs. I do not want to say that such clubs are bad or so. They are nice and many people love them. Just my interest and style differs. If I go dancing, I prefer some romance with my partner. I like my partner to whisper into my ears. I like to special clubs, like House of V, too.

Now, I supposed that my Owner wanted to go a more romantic place than any BDSM Club. So, my problem was that I did not remember any nice dancing place. Fortunately, the search engine helped me. I found a familiar jazz club in the result list, the Phat Cat. I had liked this place. It had been very popular and according to the visitors' rate, it was popular now, too.

I went there and sent teleport to my Owner. Before leaving our place, my Owner allowed me to change my outfit. I chose one of my favorite Blaze gowns. I met difficulties, when I wanted to put the gown on. RR viewer worked differently. I had to show where to attach the different parts of outfit.

So, my Owner arrived. We fought with the lag, as it was popular places. Then we went to the dancing pool and started to dance.


It was so good to feel his strong arms on my shoulders to feel his loving hug while we moved slowly on the nice music. I enjoyed flirting with him. Of course, my flirt was not common but the slave's one. We were talking during the dance a lot and we learned each other. We decided that I would serve him until January 2nd. I was sure that we would spend wonderful time together.

11/24/2008

Controls

My Owner wanted us to go a quiet place. I recommended him to visit Acropolis Park. I still like this place. *smiles

When we arrived there, my Owner asked if I had RR (real restraint) tools. I had almost everything. Arta had used my police cuffs, but I had the complete set of RR cuffs. The police cuffs are pretty small ones. My Owner preferred the other types of cuffs. They are thicker that the police cuffs. I put them on and I felt their weight on my slender body. When every cuff was on, I looked at my body and I liked what I saw.


According to my Owner's order, I prepared my blindfold and the gag, too. My Owner told that it would have been better if I had used RR viewer. I had used RR viewer only once, during a week, when my friend, Gen, had ordered me to do so. I had been hogtied and bound to the Marine's shop for a week. I had not been allowed to hear other, to receive and send IMs. Unfortunately, I had not met Gen any more.

RR viewer gives complete control over me to my Owner. I find it very exciting. My heart beat loudly when I logged out and came back with RR viewer. The viewer looked the same, but the thought that I could be controlled any time by my Owner, made me very exciting.

My Owner took me to the shop, I had never seen before. We bought an interesting slave monitoring system called ZPToys. It allows to control slaves even form outside the SL using web browser. It consists of two parts. One of them is for slaves. It can be worn in a ring, or an invisible attachment, or their scripts are available for scripters. I chose the invisible attachment.

At this time, we did not try any controlling methods, but I hoped that we would use them soon.

11/23/2008

New Owner

I received an offer to be a slave. The offer came from an important friend of mine. He had wanted me long ago. Unfortunately, he had had a lot of work to do. When he had not been busy, then I had served. So, it was the first perfect moment for us.

My Owner asked me for help to find a good hairdresser. We spent all our time to find him the nicest hairstyle. I enjoyed it very much.

At the end, my Owner found the best hair. He was very handsome. I was very proud of him.

11/22/2008

Shame

I received an IM from a Dominant person. He searched for slaves and my friend from the prison had suggested contacting me. As my Owner was not online, I agreed to meet him. We met at Acropolis Park. We just started our conversation, when my Owner appeared.

He asked me about this person and I told him the truth. They started to talk. I was standing still, as the subject of their conversation was out of my interest and knowledge. After some minutes, my Owner told me in IM that we had to go. Of course, I agreed, as I belonged to him. But their conversation continued; my Owner did not say anything about leaving this place in public. I was standing still for some more minutes and then my Owner mentioned that we would go.

The Dominant person asked me if he could offer friendship. I politely told that I would gladly accept the friendship, if my Owner agreed. Then we were waiting. My Owner was silent. I did not know what to say. The Dominant person was puzzled as well. We were waiting for my Owner's decision. Then my Owner asked me in IM if I wanted to accept the friendship. I answered that I wanted it. After some seconds, my Owner allowed me to accept it in IM and he added that it was the last friendship offer I could accept. I did not understand his behavior. We both knew that I was not his permanent slave. Friendship lasts longer than one month. I would have a possibility to accept the friendship, after I would become free again. I admit it will be more difficult to find each other. I did not know why my Owner wanted to make my life harder after finishing of his service.

He allowed me to accept friendship still in IM only. The Dominant person and I were waiting for his public permission. We were standing silently and we were waiting. Then the Dominant person asked for permission, again. After some long seconds of break, my Owner gave a permission in public.

Then he ordered me to go to a quiet place. I asked what place he liked. He said that he did not know. I quickly searched for a park with small traffic value and I went there. My Owner arrived and invited me to dance, as there was a dancing pool in the middle of this park.

Last time, when we had met, I had told him that I had not been an escort girl and that I had wanted more than a ordinary sex. Now, he demanded explanation. It was a clear description of my limits in my profile, but, I told him everything about my need and limits as politely as I could be.

I wanted to know about his plans. I asked what he planned to do with me. He did not answer. He was talking about everything, but not the slavery. I begged him to use me as a slave. I told him what I liked, despite that I did not like to talk about it. I tried to help.

He was asking about my relationship with Arta. I told him all public information, everything what was written in this blog. He asked me about Arta's job. Wow! I thought that they were friends. I did not tell anything, as I was not sure if Arta liked me to tell it.

He became angry and told me that he would close me in a cage until I answered him. I was frozen. I would have never supposed if somebody, who was my Owner, had forced me to betray confidential information of my friends. It was not mentioned among my limits. It is true. But, he had broken my limits much times and I knew that I would not be able to serve anybody, who wanted me to turn snitch.

I told him that we had to close our relationship. He did not answer jut logged out.

It seemed so unnatural for me. Slaves must like their Owners; they must believe in their Owners. The Owner, who liked a traitress, does not deserve a loving slave.

11/21/2008

In the Space

I was sailing much today. I was without my Owner, as usually.

But, sailing was beautiful. I learned to sail against the wind. Sir Sleight joined me and we had friendly conversation.

When he left, I went to find some castles. Sir Sleight liked them, and I wanted to know how the castle building evolved. I found some nice castles, but I was sure that there were nicer ones in SL. So, I would continue searching.

You can find everything in SL, every theme, every subject. I was wondering if I could fly into the space. The answer is yes; it is possible. I found a spaceport. It was huge, so, I needed much patience to find the rocket on the roof. The rocket was huge. I climbed in. The countdown started. I was flying to the space station. The flight was very interesting.


The space station was interesting, but small. The only one way to return was usage of escape pod. The spaceport, the fly, and the space station looked nice. The builder made it close to real. The horizon showed the Earth in space. The stages of the rocket were detached during the fly. You must try it!

11/20/2008

Sex Slave

Sir Bela sent me sails for my boat. He sent instruction, how to put the sails into my boat. He also offered to help me. He was offline and I could not wait.


I was putting sails into the ship, when my Owner became online. He asked for tp, but he arrived to my boat before I could send it to him.

He ordered me to go Heaven & Hell. Of course, he wanted me in the bedroom, again. Not in any dungeon, just the bedroom.

I went there and he followed me. I mentioned of the new Tokon system. I would have wanted to try it. I had made settings, but I had not tried it. I wanted it so much. But he refused. He was not interested in at all.

I have to wear latex outfit; then I was ordered to go to the bed and take them off.

My Owner punished me because I had accepted the boat. He was the only person, who was not glad that I was happy. The punishment itself was very light. I had to lie on his knees, while he was sitting and he beat my butt with his hand. It was not painful.

Then he fucked my bottom for more than an hour. I was sex slave again, the rarely used sex slave.

My Boat

My Owner was not online. But I was not alone.

I was roaming in SL and I found a pet shop. The building of the shop was placed in the large court. Different races of dogs walked on this court. They were very lovely. I could play with them and they mostly behaved like real dogs.


When Sir Sleight became online, we met and we tried to figure out how his huge pirate ship worked. The ship was big and pretty from certain point of view. Sir Sleight made it moving and I could enjoy the view of the beach sitting on the bar of the boat. Unfortunately, this large ship did not sail with SL wind.

I mentioned that I sailed boats, which looked very realistic. Sir Sleight was interested in, so we went to the shop of these boats. Sir Sleight wanted to buy a large one. We were looking through all offered boats. It was very funny. We enjoyed as we were looking for the doors and sitting poses inside the boats.

Suddenly, I received an inventory offer. Sir Sleight bought a nice yacht for me. I was so happy. When we finished, we tried my boat. Sir Sleight was so kind. He allowed me to be happy and he sailed with me. I was very awkward. We sailed as I could and not according to a certain course.

I told everybody about the boat. For a while, I forget of my slaver and my owner, who seemed to throw me. Later, Arta joined me and we sailed together. Unfortunately, she had to go soon. I was thankful her to come to me. I was so proud on my boat.


I asked for the advice what to do with my current Owner. I have a hard limit. If my Owner does not use me, then I can escape. The length of this limit is two days in a week of servitude. I did not set the similar limit for one-month length servitude.

It seems that nobody wants to use me as a slave. I felt like an escort or a girlfriend, who waited for client or her friend. You know, I never wanted to be an escort. I do not know what I do wrong, that many of my Owners decide not to use me. I try to do my best. Maybe it is not enough or maybe I am a bad slave.

11/19/2008

Sailing Lessons

My Owner was not online today.

When I worked as a model for Sir Bela, I met a lovely girl. We are still friends. I mentioned her in one of my posts. She decided to teach me sailing. The results of earlier attempts of teaching me had been not very good. Sailing in SL demands knowing math and the ability of dividing quickly. I had used demo versions of sailing boats, which had displayed information in the middle of the screen, right on the boat. So, it had been difficult to read.


Now, she gave me her boat to sail. It looked different and worked different. This boat did not display numbers, but symbols of the states of the boat. Sailing this boat was not easier but it was more enjoyable for me. It seems I prefer instincts to math calculations. Soon, I could sail with the wind. Sailing against the wind was still problematical for me.

When we finished, I started roaming in SL. I talked with Arta about the usage of SL BDSM tools. We have much in common from point of view using these tools.

Later, we had nice conversation with Sir Sleight. I do not remember who started to talk about boats. I suppose it was I because of my recent experience still living in my mind. We decided to meet tomorrow, when Sir Sleight would show me his pirate ship.

11/18/2008

My New Home

I was alone today. I mean my Owner was not online.

I met my former Owner and old friend, Sir Bela. He had built me a cellar and allowed me to make my home here. I am a homeless slave and I do not mind it. But, it was nice feeling to have own home.


Sir Sleight had given me a cell and then a castle, when we had been together. I had loved it. And I loved it now.

My cell was small and contained only two futons and a pose stand. That was all. The walls built of stones. Its door was hidden. It was not warm, but it was perfect for a slave like me.

Sir Sleight gave me a present, a Tokon collar and a slave HUD. I was trying the HUD at my home and I wondered how the collar could look like. However, I did not put it on, as I wore the collar of my Owner, who was offline again. It was a real challenge not to try the collar, too.

11/17/2008

Prolonging Slavery

The servitude with my Owner ended today. It would have been our last day. My Owner asked me to prolong slavery. He said it was difficult to be good Owner if we had so limited time. I was hesitating. I was unsure. Then I agreed.

We went to the Acropolis Park. I must have stripped. He took me on his knees and ordered me to insert my fingers into my butt. It was painful and long.

11/16/2008

Orally

I still was unable to run nicely. I wanted to find nice running animation. It demanded much time, but it was worth. Now, I run sexy and elegantly.

I was alone with my new animations. I could continue exploring SL. I visited many parks until I found the Acropolis Park. It was wonderful. I could not describe it. The first thing I could see was the lava flow. I wondered to go further, but finally, I gave chance to this park. I am still thankful to my fate because I remained there.


The lava flow was not dangerous only beautiful. You can find hidden places there, if you take your friend to have romance. Just walk in the cave of gems.

My Owner became online and he asked a teleport. He arrived and forced me to kneel with help of my collar. I do not like this feature of the collar. It is not realistic. I would kneel or take any position I was ordered to do than just listening to me, as suddenly kneels down. But, my Owner seemed to like this feature, so I remained silent.

He ordered me to stay in this place kneeling, while he walked around. He returned quickly and led me across the small stream. He stopped at a tree and suddenly pushed me into it. I moaned in surprise and looked into his eyes. Then I heard his voice ordering me to get undressed.

My heart was beating hard. I knew that others walked in the park. I was sure that everybody knew who I was, just looking at us. He waited a bit and ordered to put on some BDSM clothes. I obeyed and chose shiny black leather.

He walked back to the place, where we met and I followed him. I was so excited.

My Owner ordered me to go to Heaven & Hell and send teleport. I obeyed. There, he went to the bed and I had to give him oral pleasure. I was working on him for more than half an hour. When I had been with Arta, I had wondered if I had been able to lick her for much time. Now, I had to do it. It was hard and I got very tired. I was good and I knew he enjoyed it. But, my soul was away. I was dreaming of the park and the naked slave.

Meetings

I was alone and I continued my tour among my old BDSM places. I went to the Bondage Ranch. It had been changed too. I was looking around, when I received a friendship offer. I usually do not accept just offered friendship. I believe that friendship is more than knowing if the person is online. I was waiting for some words, for conversation.

I did not have to wait much. Somebody talked to me in IM. It was clear that he was old member of SL. He had routine in such conversation or catching. His second sentence was about my RL. Can somebody tell me what RL means? I have no idea. I did not answer and he left me.

I received other IM request. A young person asked some questions. He was new and I helped him as much as I could. He was interesting in BDSM and in me. So, I agreed to be his slave, when my actual servitude would end.

I remained alone and I wanted to left Bondage Ranch, when Sir Sleight IMed me. I had not met him for a while. I was happy to talk to him. He sent me a tp and he showed me the building he was working on.

We could not talk much, as he helped a new person, too. It seemed that was the newbie's day.

11/15/2008

Dinosaurs Park

I was alone in the evening, too.

I decided to find a unique place. The search engine did not help me much. Mostly, it gave locations of shops and free sex clubs. I could not say that they were unique. Then, I could see a place called Dinosaurs Park in the result list. I knew that I had to go there.

It was wise decision. This park was indeed unique; however, it was still under construction.

I stood before the huge gate. I opened it and coldness ran along my spine. You know, it was the cold feeling, which alerted all my senses and prepared me to avoid dangers. I entered the gate. Bushes were around and high trees. I walked slowly on the path leading to the building. I kept my eyes on the vegetation; I had a feeling that somebody or someone was observing me. I blew out the air, when I went in the building. I felt safety there.


It was not a single building but a complex of domes. I went from on to another and I behold a lift, which descended under the ground level. I was curious and I called the lift. It took me to the third floor, of course, under the ground. The door of the lift opened and I found myself in the laboratory. Doors of the laboratory were closed and I could open some of them with the electronic card, I got on the surface. The laboratory was interesting. Some of its rooms were untidy; there were broken furniture on the floor. In such rooms, I felt the fear again.

I went to the surface again. It was really frightening to walk on the court between the huge trees. Some parts of the park were closed because of construction. But, I could visit the tall observation tower. There were telescopes on its top. So, I could examine the park and I could see dinosaurs among the vegetation.

It was the most exciting challenge of this week.

Pony Places

This day elapsed without service of mine, as my Owner was not online again.

I remembered the Black Hole Journey and Sarah's Pony Island. I did not know the date of my last visit there. It was the time to go there.

When I arrived, I did not know where I was. Everything had changed. I was roaming on the island, exploring familiar places. During my walk, I beheld a cage. I went in immediately. The door closed and I got excited. Nobody walked around, but I had been cage some month ago. I felt restricted and I had very exciting thought of people walking around and looking at me from outside. But, these people lived only in my fantasy. I was alone in the island.


I came out of the cage and walked further. I passed some pony training facilities, when the table attracted my attention. It was an automatic pony trainer. I tried it. I had to run among poles and the automatic device measured my time. I was not skillful at all. I remembered the old Nia, who had won pony competition in O BDSM School. Now, I was far from it.

Then I found a kiosk. A table stood near it, saying that anybody could rezz a cart and use the pony standing in the kiosk. I was thinking to go in it. After some seconds of thinking, I decided not to go in. I was owned and I did not have permission to do it.

11/14/2008

Lucky Chairs

Today, I was busy with lucky chairs. I had mentioned that I had joined a group called 'Help for Free Gorean Silks'.

This group sometimes is very active and members inform each other about the winner letters. Today, the group channel was silent. We, members, have a list, which contains locations of lucky chairs. I was visiting locations from the list. However, I was unlucky and I won nothing.

Oh, you probably know that I was not used today.

11/13/2008

Talking

When I woke up, my Owner was offline. So, I had time to examine all hairs, clothes, and jewelry, I had bought during the Big Sale.

When my Owner arrived to SL, he told that he did not have time to be with me. My Owner did not use me, but we had a long interesting conversation via IMs.

11/12/2008

Heaven and Hell

I woke up and realized that my Owner was offline. I browsed interesting places in a search engine. Do you know that there is a special search feature to find interesting places?

I selected a place and went to visit. I do not know where I was. It looked like an online collage. Nobody was there, so, I could not be sure.

While I was walking there, I was talking with two of my friends. In the middle of the conversation, my Owner became online. I had to send a teleport to him. He appeared near me soon, and looked around not knowing, where he was. He did not waste time to questions; he just ordered me to go to the place, I had selected yesterday. It was Heaven and Hell.

I went there and sent teleport. My Owner was familiar with this place. We did not enter any dungeon. He preferred bedroom. The bedroom is an open hall at the end of the stony corridor in H&H.

We went to the first bed, around which I had to change my outfit. I chose a red lingerie set. My Owner ordered me to serve him orally. He seemed to be enjoying it. He did not tell any word, just enjoyed my work silently.


Then he wanted to use my buttocks. It is very tight, so it was indeed painful, when he inserted his huge erection into me. He enjoyed my suffering and told me to beg to be released, if I could not handle any more. I waited till the last moment, when my entire butt was on fire.

I started begging crying. My Owner answered ironically and used me further. Then he allowed me to sit on his erected phallus for some seconds, as a reward. After it, I told me to go to sleep.

11/11/2008

Hungarian Community

My Owner was online, when I woke up. I could not open fully my eyes, when he sent me teleport. I went to him at once.

I arrived to a Hungarian place. I had never been here before. I greeted everybody; then I walked to him and I greeted him. I was afraid of being slave in the territory of Hungarian Communities. I knew that Arta had handled it good. But, now, persons sitting and talking around me were perfectly unknown for me.

When I greeted my Owner, then everybody could know the form of our relationship. Nobody talked anything. The life went further and I took a deep breath. A moment later, I got dozen of IMs. They asked why I was a slave. ('Why do you do it?') They asked if I earned money being a slave. They asked how much money my Owner paid me to be his slave. These questions were rather strange, but I understood their interest, as possibly it was the first time they had seen a slave.

I calmed down, but I did it too early. I participated in the conversation, subject of which I do not remember now. My Owner chid me angrily. According the rules, I had right to answer. It seemed that he changed the rules. I begged for pardon.

Some moments later, my Owner got the huge and ugly paddle and then he beat me hard. I bitted my lips and tried to cover the pain running through my body. He walked closer and hit me again, again and again. I held myself as much as I could, but small cry of pain left my mouth. A girl called Blanka, who wore only a long sweater asked immediately if I was sick. At this time, the question came not in IM, but public. I answered only one world 'No'. I suppose it was not the answer, she waited for. So, she needed some seconds to decide what to do. She then asked the same question from my Owner, wisely. As the question, the answer remained the same.

I understood her. We were in the mature place, but, everybody had right to refuse BDSM. I felt shame from a certain point of view, real shame. I must admit that if I were Blanka, then I would send IM warning. IM warning is the most common in SL, is not it.

We were sitting silently. I did not talk, because it was forbidden. My Owner listened to the conversation. Then, he stood up and ordered me to follow him.

We descended to the lower floor. He sat on the bed and invited me to join. I did join. Then we were sitting silently. I tried to talk to him; I offered to go to some interesting places. But, my Owner did not want anything.

A man joined to me. He IMed asking the usual questions. Why? How much? I answered politely. Later, I learned from my Owner that this man called me silly girl. I wonder why he did not tell it to me directly.

I do not think if I am sick or silly. So, these sentences hurt me.

My Owner ordered me to stand up and put on the collar. I obeyed. He forced me to kneel before the bad. The man sat down and looked at me. Maybe, it was interesting or exciting to see what would happen to the silly girl.

But, it did not happen anything interesting. Some minutes later, my Owner went away and he called me to go, too. We were in a shop offering cheap but low quality furniture. My Owner and the man from the Hungarian place walked across the shop and I followed them.

Then my Owner ordered me to go to any dungeon and send him teleport. I obeyed. I arrived to Heaven and Hell. But, my Owner did not come to me this day.

11/10/2008

Owned again

I was trying on hairs, clothes and jewelry, I had bought, yesterday. It took much time; of course, I enjoyed it. It would have been even more fun, if I had had a company. During one year in SL, I had many friends and I lost many friends, too. Sometimes, I wonder what would happen to my lost friends. Recently, I have less than a dozen of friends living in SL. Most part of my friends are not active citizens any more.

I was invited to some private groups and I was kicked from some of them. These groups are felt dead with exception of one.

So, I was alone. I decided to visit my favorite old places. I started with O BDSM school. I had participated on some classes of the school and I had not heard from it for some months. I hoped that it still existed.

I arrived to the school. I examined the changes searching for the schedule and the classroom. Feeling of old times made me excited a bit.

When I walked out of the building, I received an IM from one of the Hungarian guys. I remembered that we had met during my slavery to Arta. He had sent me IMs for a while after our first meeting, but then the connection between us had lost.

He wanted to meet me. I was free, so, I agreed. He asked me to send teleport. Such way, we met in front of the main building of O BDSM School. He was very kind. He gave me a beautiful black rose and then invited me to dance just there, in the middle of the street. I admit I liked it very much.


We were talking about our (second) lives. I do remember how it happened, but he asked me to be his slave. He told that he did not have practice. I agreed. I had wanted to find an Owner. The only reason, why I had not done it was the Big Sale at ETD.

He asked him about the rules. I learned the basic principles.

I must call him Master. I must wear casual clothes, without any fetish mark, including the collar. I must greet him in IM if he becomes online. I need not have sex with others. I can do anything what I like if he is not online.

While we were dancing, it became late. So, we went to sleep. I was excited, again. I was so excited.

11/09/2008

Big Sale

One of my girlfriends informed me that there was big sale at ETD (Elika Tiramisu Designs). I had been in this shop with Arta, when I had been her slave. I had not had much time to examine the shop carefully, then. I remembered that they had nice hairs and interesting clothes.

I went there. It was crowd there. I could move with effort. I struggled for each steps. Everything was 30L. I did not know how much time I spent there. But, I spent all of my money.

I informed my friends about the sales. Of course, I could not see them, as everybody was busy with shopping.

11/08/2008

Visitor

Do you remember my girlfriend, who wanted to go in the prison? Her penalty had been finished. She liked to be a prisoner and she decided to try to participate on the other side of the grid. She became a jailer. She told me that one of our common friends was in the jail. I decided to visit him.
The prison had a special room for visitors. We met there; there was a glass wall between us. He wore a black and white uniform.

My girlfriend told that there was a choice to get a prisoner's uniform or to be naked during the sentence. She had shown me her former uniform. Girls' uniform was fairly sexy; the uniform for men was not sexy at all. It looked like a real clothes of prisoners.

We were talking for about an hour. I tried to persuade her to release my friend. I was failed. *smiles
The prison is somewhat exciting for me. I like to be closed and to be under strict control. However, there is something, what I do not like very much. I do not want to be guilty. I always try to be a good and obedient girl.

My girlfriend invited me to join prisoner. Maybe, one day, I will.

11/07/2008

Cage

It was hard to believe, that I was on Earth again. It was hard to believe that I was not a kajira any longer. I did not know what to do. I had no idea where to go.

At this time, Arta IMed me. She asked me for help. She sent me a teleport and I arrived to a BDSM Mall, near a cage with nice look. This cage was designed to change poses and I have to admit that they made great job.

Return

I woke up in the kennel. I looked around. I was alone; I could not hear even the birds' song.

I went to the door of the wagon and I tried to open it. At this time, I was unable to open the door. It was closed. I was alone in an empty wagon, in the camp. Where were the others? Where were Masters, free women, slaves? I did not know.

Suddenly, I saw the light, the sharp light of Priest Kings. I struggled to open my eyes; I wanted to ask about their intent. But, I felt shakily on the floor of the wagon.

I did not know how much time elapsed. I woke up and opened my eyes. I knew that I was on Earth, again. However, I felt strange; something changed. I lifted my head it was so easy to do it. I made a grab at my neck and I realized that my collar had gone. Priest Kings returned me to Earth as a woman, a free woman of Earth.

I did not mentioned that I had birthday about a month ago. I had almost forgotten it, but two of my friends had written me some words, which had made me very happy. I had received jewelry and sexy clothes as a gift. Now, I was free, so, I could put the gift on. Does not it look pretty?


Thank you, my friends! Thank you for still remembering me!

11/02/2008

Prison

I woke up in the camp alone. I wanted to do some chores, when Priest Kings brought me back to Earth again. They took me to a girl, who was one of my best friends. We had not met for a while, so it was very good to talk with her.

She told me about her plans for the near future. She planned to go in the prison in SL. Some mounts ago, I had planned to go in the prison, too. I had visited many jails and had read many note cards containing rules. Most of the prisons demanded some fee to be a prisoner. Others offered free service.

My girlfriend was very excited. She took me to the prison and told me how she had filled the application form. It was interesting to hear of her thoughts and fears. I had not been familiar with her submissive side and it was some kind of surprise for me.

She hesitated before filling the application form. She was unsure and afraid of unknown world. I had always felt the same when I had met a new Owner and I had started to serve him or her. It was good to hear that I am not alone with such feelings.

11/01/2008

Model Kajira

I was alone in the camp, when I smelled something strange. I could see brightness around. Sharp light covers my eyes; I felt heavy weight on my breasts; I grasped for air. The next moment, I was lying on the ground. My body was heavy. The sky was light blue and the sun was bright. I sat down. The environment looked familiar. I was on Sir Bela's land. I returned to Eath.

Sir Bela approached to me and he asked if I would have been a kajira model for him. He was interested in Gor only a bit. He asked me about the camp life. I answered but I did not have much experience, as you could see.

Sir Bela had sold most of his land. He explained that he had done it because of one of his neighbor, who had placed ugly floating houses before his castle. So, he rents a house in an island, now. He had skyboxes; one of them was a photo studio.

He took many pictures of me. I was naked wearing Gorean jewelry. I think it was the first non-commercial photo series taken of me. I enjoyed this scene very much.

When we finished, the sharp light blinded me again and I woke up in a kennel in the camp of Tuchuks.

10/31/2008

Chores Lonely

This day, I cut some logs again. Nobody was in the camp. Nobody could hear the sharp sound of ax, as it cut logs.