Unreal Dominant

I greeted my Owner in IM. He did not call me. I knew that he was not interested in me much, because he usually had wanted to spend only little time with me. He asked where I was. I told him that I was in a shop. He liked this answer; he told me to continue shopping. I was disappointed, of course. I was eager to be used as a slave.

Some minutes later, my Owner asked again about my location. My answer was the same. He ordered me to go a quiet corner of the shop to masturbate. I was ordered to do it until I reached orgasm. He was not interested if I was a PG place. Fortunately, I was not. Are you familiar with the shop named Analog Dog? The shop is placed on water with small hills in the corners. I hid behind a hill and started to masturbate. I was doing it for about half hour informing my Owner how I felt and what I was doing with myself. When I finished, my Owner told me that he would fuck me tomorrow as a punishment.

I asked what I did wrong. He told me that he was a teacher and he had to show me the proper behavior of girls. I was confused. He was my Owner, was not he. I am a slave, not a student. He told me he would fuck me tomorrow. He made accent on tomorrow making clear for me that he did not want to use me.

I was so disappointed. I thought he was the third man, who wanted a girlfriend instead of the slave. I admit that a slave can be a very comfortable girlfriend. But, what kind of vanilla persons wants such girlfriend? If you need a girlfriend, you probably want an independent one. Am I right?

Dominants want slaves, at least I count so. I was sure that my Owner was not a real Dom. I started missing adding the word “Sir” to my sentences. There was no reaction from his side.
I told him very politely about my needs and limits mentioning that he probably wanted a girlfriend. He told me that he had girlfriend and she was with him at this moment.

Please, understand me. I can accept if I am in an inventory. I can accept if my Owner has more important things than I am. I just do not want to be a free escort. I still believe that Master – slave relationship is more than having sex.

He told me that he knew my limits and he paid my attention that he did not break my limits. I begged him to release me. I was begging. He refused me.

I remembered my Owners, who had been real Doms, real Masters. If you read my blog you must know them.

It is very difficult to be Dominant. Doms must be creative and they must have something special property. This property makes me feel that they are superior. It is not enough to call yourself Dominant or Master.

I suppose that other slaves have the same experience. Many slaves’ profile says that the slave refused to serve persons calling themselves Master.

So, tomorrow, I will continue to serve a man, who is not a Dom. I know that my servitude will not be exciting. I will survive. There are five days to serve. Do you understand the reason why I prefer a week of servitude? I do not know how I could handle such false owner for a month or more.