Thoughts

I was roaming among BDSM places in search of servitude. I did not reach success. I visited Slave Auction Hall again wondering how I can feel standing naked in front of people wanting to buy me. It is so exciting!




I was thinking about my needs. I do not want to be an escort, I want to be a slave, to be dominated, to serve somebody, to fulfill desire of my Owner. However, is it possible in an hour? How can I feel control in such a short period of time? If I want to be a good slave, then I must know my Owner and behave according his dreams. Is not the same what a good escort do? The only difference is that I do not require money for my service.

These thoughts made me feel uncomfortable. It is not about that I do not like escort. They do their job and they try to fell happy and fulfill their need like me. But, I would like to know that I am a slave not an escort. There is an other difference the time of servitude. Usually, escort serves no more than an hour.

I decided to change my mind. I want to serve at least 3 days. It must be enough to serve my Owner well and to feel the control and restrictions.