Chess

My Mistress called me to go to the living room to greet her. I descended from the sleeping room slowly. I hesitated. I was not sure how to greet her. I decided to kiss her feet until she would stop me. It was the best solution, as I had right to kiss her feet any time. I started to kneel down, when she went away. She went to her favorite chair, but she did not sit down.

I dropped on my knees and my lips touched her feet. She caressed my hair and I continued kissing. She stopped me soon. She asked me if my pants were all right and if cuffs did not cut me too much. Her voice was sarcastic. I felt my eyes and whispered the answer. I still did not know why she hated me. I had hoped she would forgive me. However, hearing her questions I realized that my suffering did not end.

Then she sat down and told me that she had a call and she had to go away. She gave me permission for walking in SL, until her call.

I went to the shop Beautiful Skin. This is the shop with four lucky chairs, where I had won two silks. I was waiting there, but at this time, luck did not meet me.

I also talked with Sir Sleight. We had not met for a while. It was nice to hear that he was all right. He still had plans in SL. We were talking about Gorean places, too.

Then I went to Mexico to visit the famous pyramid there. The pyramid and the ancient buildings were not changed, but I discovered a lot of new building built in modern style. I hired a horse and I just started to ride, when my Mistress called me home.

She was not alone. The Cruel Friend sat in the chair near her. I went to her and knelt down. I wanted to kiss her feet when I heard her order. She ordered me to greet her justly. When her words left her lips, my mouth reached her feet.

She ordered me to play chess with the Cruel Friend. I became frozen. I hated this game. But, the order was given and I had to obey. I was waiting for the Cruel Friend's answer. I hoped that he would refuse it. He did not.

I had examined some openings, yesterday. Do you know that first ten or maybe twenty moves are fixed in chess? If you want to be a good chess player, then you must have good memory and patient to memorize these openings. This threw me, when I read it. What about the cogitation? Probably, I misunderstood something.

The Cruel Friend played well. He made moves very quickly. He almost did not think before moving the figures. It was very hard to play with him. I won at the end, but I had a feeling that he allowed me to win.

Arta seemed to be pleasant. I had to say thank Cruel Friend for the game. Then my Mistress ordered me to offer the return match. Oh, I obeyed. Of course, I did. What else I could do.

Arta and The Cruel Friend were talking about the chess. I heard the conversation kneeling, silently. Suddenly, my Mistress told that I liked to play chess and she demanded a confirmation from me. I lowered my head and whispered as she ordered me. Maybe, playing chess is the other way to make my suffering.

Before going to bed, my Mistress hugged me twice and she told me that she was pleasant with me. I was confused. Her recent behavior is very cruel and I fell that she wants to prove that I am not a good slave. Today, she girded at me with her questions. I sometimes feel that she wants to punish me. I have a feeling that she is angry with me. I do not want to her to be angry with me. I accept how she treats me recently. I know she has right to be cruel and I admit that she has right to gird at me. Suffering is the fate of slaves. I will suffer if it makes her happy. But, I do not want her to be angry with me.