An Escort Girl?

Yesterday, I received an IM from a person, whose profile says that he was a Gorean Master. I had an Owner so there was nothing to do. However, I promised him that I would IM him when I would be free.

I was happy, because Sir Sleight wanted me to go to a Gorean city with him as his kajira. I have been studying Gorean rules. I have many notecards describing Gorean life and rules. Unfortunately, they contain conflicts. I thought that serving a Gorean Master would be very useful.

This person IMed me today, too. I explained that I was not allowed to talk with other Masters and I would search for him in a week.

He answered at once. He called me an escort girl. Everybody who reads this blog knows that I would not like to be an escort. Escort works for money. I never asked for money. Yes, I admit that I received it. I admit that I was happy, because I, like every woman, love shopping. I also try to give back something for money. I bought different presents or gifts for my friends. They know that most part of the money I gave back in form of present.

My last gift was a bow. It was a non-transferable weapon. I spent more than two hours waiting for the shop owner and talking with her about the transfer of the bow. What do you think which escort would do similar?

I offer a week of servitude, not an hour of it, as escorts do. In fact, I do not want to serve short time.

Then he called me a liar. I never lied and I never will lie.

My Owner became online. I promised that I would search for him when I would be free. At this moment, I addressed him “Sir”. His answer was “and a true slave knows gor and it's Master not Sir”. I never said that I was a kajira. I am learning, now, but I am far from it. However, I read in of of the notes that the Gorean Master knows her slave's mind and body. Is not it mean that a person who calls himself a Gorean Master reads at least my profile?

I also read that a kajira must obey her Master with the highest priority and others respect it. Does not it mean that the real Gorean Master accepts if the kajira does not speak with him if her Master ordered it? These were written in Gorean notes yet I do not question if this person is a Gorean Master.

He continued hurting me “so your just a sub playing housemate”. I do not know why he did it. What was his aim? Just to humiliate me in OOC? I removed him from my friend list. He answered immediately “damn the cunt beat me to delete her ass”. These are the words of a real Gorean warrior.

Why do I share it with you? I indeed do not know why he acted such way. Was it my fault? What did I do wrong? What did he want to gain? Please, help me!